So hard to find you....

It took me like 3 mins to figure out how to post again, now that is sad...but I have had soo much on my mind. I finished my papers today finally! Thank U God, I still haven't felt the feelings of relieve but I know it is there. I also freed myself of this weave today just to let my hair breathe and put it back in 48hrs later. I need to learn to be comfortable with me and my body. I watched the MTV's I Hate My Plastic Surgery and felt bad for the ladies until they prayed and got corrected surgeries and everything was fine and then they wanted to get more. One lady's health was put into jeopardy and after having her breast implants removed and being able to give a full breath, she wanted to get more surgery on her breasts. I just shoke my head, I couldn't believe it. She would put her health at risk for beauty perfection, I almost threw the remote. Anyway, I had a great afternoon, my head was feeling weird, I just wanted to be alone I couldn't bare picking up the phone and call anyone. I hope the feeling passes, but it feels good. Having a relax day feels like nothing in the world. I accomplished all my task for today except running....I got to stop being lazy, I'm a former athlete LOL those days are long gone huh? Well I just pray God continues to motivate me because he knows my heart and him only.....

My Venting Corner,

Meghan Renee B. (via Shoppy)